The 8lank Sl8

askpranksterneighborjohn:

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hello there vriska! i do not think i have met this you yet.

Nope. And hi. Getting ready to fly through the Furthest Ring, so I may get cut off from communic8ing with you.

Finished.

Wasn’t hard at all.

Time to go explore me another session. If I vanish, that means I got 8 8y horri8le monsters in the Furthest Ring or whatever.

c4l1br4t1ngs33r:

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VR1SK4

>:|

Hi. ::::|

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((welp))

((sorry for posting this but its something i feel needs to be said basically i was rather abruptly banned from a lot of big memos on pesterchum, and NO ONE told me why. it just happened, when i was afk/offline. so basically i couldnt join any of the big memos to get some group RP on :|

i finally found out why i was IP banned from pesterchum, it turns out one of the mods ‘didnt want me to feel uncomfortable’ around another rper, so he preemptively banned me from most of the major memos

as such ive lost all interest in rping on pesterchum because that is to be blunt a flagrant abuse of op powers (and i should know, i basically run an MSPA irc community on the rizon servers)

so all i can say is that for anyone who wants to use pesterchum: stay the hell away, at LEAST from the memos. tell your friends too, im going to go to the other MSPA rp communities im a member of and mention this because its just fucked up))

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vvriska:

I don’t exactly have any of the quadrants filled. I haven’t 8een paying them mind.

8ut, I can say that it’s not hard to tell you in fact are quite a 8it unlike me when I was your age 8ecause I didn’t change in the slightest for a long time, and even then I don’t think I’ve changed all too much since. May8e. I don’t know.

And to 8e completely honest, venting a8out them is just kind of making them worse, 8ecause now I have to think a8out them more so. 8ut whatever. May8e it’s a good thing.

I don’t pay attention to quadrants either 8ecause to 8e 8lunt, I feel it’s a w8ste of time for myself. Don’t really think anyone deserves someone like me. Shrug.

And I’d think suppressing or ignoring them 8n’t gonna help much. If you did that, you’d just stew in it. And then eventually explode.

8ut if ya want, I could always change the su8ject.

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Oh, to hell with it.

Starting to plot a course through the Furthest Ring to that session, I may or may not 8e responding in a timely fashion today.

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vvriska:

arachnidsguilt:

……..you don’t have a moirail, do you? ::::/

I don’t.

I can tell.

Though it’s almost funny, I’m not so sure I need one anymore. I’ve…….. changed. A lot. Did some heavy duty reeval8ion of myself.

I’m curious. How does it feel, venting a8out all this feelings that you h8?

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vvriska:

I’m doing FINE, okay????????

8e pissed all you want 8ut there’s no point in me even making an attempt to change when there is hardly anyone willing to talk to me as it is. What am I going to do? Sit around and 8e all nice and gr8 and shit to myself until someone decides I’m worthy of the trou8le of toler8ing for a few minutes? It’s just a 8it too l8 for that, don’t you think?

It’s not like I don’t feel 8ad for what I did, as vague as the memories are. It’s just that it’s pointless now. It’s stupid and the feelings are stupid since they’re practically o8solete with how useful they are 8y now. So what else am I going to do with them? Sit around and wallow in terri8le feelings that are pro8a8ly just going to stick around anyway, may8e feel 8ad for myself? 
Yeah, that sounds like a gr8 idea.  Not.

Everything is fine. It’s not going to change, so it’s fine.

……..you don’t have a moirail, do you? ::::/

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archivalscaptain asked: :33 < I'm sorry I didn't get to gr33t you purropurrly when you furst followed me! I've b33n purrone to napes lately. I hope it's pawlright to gr33t you like this?

It’s completely fine. Who’re you?

((and then i derped back for an unknown amount of time))

((expect random explosions))